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QUOTE OF THE DAY:

"Life is a sexually transmitted disease."
                          R. D. Laing

Watched "The Girl next Door." Good movie.

I need a girlfriend, so ladies...listen up.

this post was supposed to be funny...but no one got it. So fuck you.

                      hahahaha

then suddenly I see you, did I tell you I need you, every single day of my life.

Currently Playing Revolver By Beatles Got To Get You Into My Life see related

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

"Sometimes I get the feeling that the whole world is againt me,
 but deep down I know that's not true. Some smaller countries are neutral." 
                                                            Robert Orben

Alright...so the entire world and everything in it is a huge fucking waste of time. There is no reason for anything. Your and my life, in the grand scheme of things, mean absolutely nothing. Once this daydream we call life is over there is nothing. So then why not just do anything you want without fear of consequence? Walk up to that girl and tell her that all you want to do is hold her in your arms forever and let the world fade away, so its just you and her. Far more easier said than done. What if said girl reacts differently than you hoped? Or doesn't react at all? That could scar a kid for the rest of their meager, pathetic existence. But is it worth it to try? It's definitely not something to rush into without thinking, but also without overthinking. Sometimes you just have to plug your nose and jump, and hope you don't smash your balls on the rocks below...haha. I'm so sick of everything it's ridiculous. It's a sad life indeed when all you want to do is fall asleep and never wake up. Dreams are so much better than reality. Fuck this, fuck you, fuck the world. Make someone's day, give a random hug.

He's a real nowhere man,
              sitting in his nowhere land,
                             making all his nowhere plans,

                                                                                       for nobody.

Currently Playing Rubber Soul By Beatles Nowhere man see related

fuck all that shit. its not fucking important. fuck the quote of the day! its fucking stupid and i got no idea why the fuck i did that but that kid that sat on the bench with me and martin FREAKED ME OUT! what the hell was that?!?!!  and i feel like i had a heart attack and me and martin and jimmy just wanted to watch a damn movie and i saw a spider and it is fucking HUGE! FUCKING HUGE! the entire world and the million and a half things going on right now all over and nowhere at the same time could all fit in the eye of this spider...that spider is all there is and seriously....its fucked up. this world is so fucked. me and jimmy and martin just wanted to watch a movie and that kid that sat on the bench..WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT! AHHH! that was so fucking WeIrD ShItT fuck man, fuck man, fuck man,....mnsdlnnasdgl and the world is a better place when you have someone to share it with. monika i am so sorry....The Guy played jenga, and the world is better when you share it with someone. i just want some sort of female figure/force/essence anything just hold me in her arms and tell me that its okay.... thats all i need to hear, just wrapped in a girls arms, maybe brush my hair too and whisper in my ear....that its okay. i want to be sleeping so bad right now and martin knows what i mean....i just cant. i am so wired on energy right now and the whole world is just fucking....why? what is this? like...just someone to hug...just anyone...like if some random girl would just give me a random hug i would be he happiest person in the world. just a GOD DAMN HUG! hugs make the whole world a better place but plastic is what makes that fuckin heap of filth and refuse that we call our world with its pollution ridden air and its fucked up that i can NOT finish a sentence and i cannot go back and read this no matter how hard i try and my keyboard is fucked up and it pisses me off SOOOOOOO bad you seriously, really, honestly, have no idea how bad that it pisses me off and i just fucking want to go to sleep!!!G!Gj 90g90gg  oijjsd  THATS IT! and a HUG!   triple emphasis on that mother fucker, hell fucking right, FUCK YOU!!! bitches! YOUR LIFE MEANS NOTHING, MY LIFE MEANS NOTHING!! WHEN YOU DIE YOU WILL CEASE TO BE LIKE A fucking drop of water floating without gravity and your just bobbly and wobbly and then BLUBB  and your gone in like an instant and in the scheme of things your and mine and his and everyones life mean absolutely nothing at all and the entire world is run by EVIL. fucking money grubbing evil corporate GREEDY mother fuckers make this world a horrible place to live and i forgot to breath and i really want there to be some kind of noise and distraction but mike is fucking in bed and i dont want to be loud but i need MUSIC!!! i need to get my headphones and play some music!! o my god! i dont  want to go that far thats forever and a day right there all in that six inches from here to the desk you have NO IDEA!!!!! YOU DONT! martin does and he doesnt like that shit either, NEVER AGAIN MAN!!! EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVER EVER EVER NOT EVER AGAIN!! nothing in the world to do it again. i can not even imagine sex right now! whoa! i just need a hug and i gotta piss for like the 6th time in like 4 hours!! gotta piss....will be back!! that was a weird fucking voyage into the great wild not right now, and i could not stop poppin my knuckles!! i want to animate the world all fuckin ANIMATRIX style man, but dark and goth with moments of RAGE and the sound track would shake your soul to the core and beyond and you would never ever be the same again EVER after watchin that shit! i wish edgar allen poe would be alive OR that johnny depp would play in a movie the character EDGAR ALLEN POE! cuz he was fucked up and that movie would be fucked up and johnny depp is FUCKED up and FUCKING awesome and i wish with all my might to just....not be me, and to be somebody else. anybody else except not me! cuz who the fuck wants to be ME? no one, because i am noone and the world is no one and you are no one and you are merely impulses in my brain. it would somehow be possible to just turn off all acknowledgement of you or me or anything in the world and my whole body is sore and i just want to even FEEL TIRED BUT IM LAYING IN BED AND FEEL NOTHING!  i just want nothing, i want total and complete nothingess to pervade every single quark of my entire fucking me and not be here...just be in nothingness, away from here. and i hope to whatever GOD he believes in that martin is sleeping cuz if hes not then i feel so bad and i really honestly want to know what she is thinking? honestly! she is a closed book to me. and i want to open it! and just know how she is and i CANT and i need to sleep. enough, this thing is fuckin done. SLEEP! PLEASE ENVELOPE ME IN YOUR WOOZY WARM AND FUZZY ARMS!!

lucy in the sky with diamonds....THE BEATLES ARE GOD!!

Currently Playing Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band By The Beatles Lucy In the Sky with Diamonds see related